Have you ever cared about my feelings?

Have you ever know my feelings?

I don't think so....

You hurt me twice this time.......

And i won't forgive you.

I am sick...

Have you ever sms and ask me how are you?

Have you ever buy me me medicines?

No. Not a single thing you did!

On this day.

I wan to delete you from my mind,

Me heart and from my life....

Since you never cared about me.....

On this day...

I am going through my exam...

With my sickness and tears...

But i never told you...

Why?

Cause i dun wan you to worry....

I am sick until,

I fainted.

But did you knw tat?

No you don't knw it...

I never told you...

Why?

Cause i knw you won't worry about me....

From the starting till this sentence, its all bout my feelings and true....

what a day..

today, dun feel like going school..haiz
after going school, boring sei already, just feel somebody can chat with me..
But no one wanna chat with me.. what can i do??...
2day my old friends called my friends hp during school time and we chatted awhile, because his line was delayed ..cant hear properly>.<
haha, suddenly, one of my friends suddenly say "the tricks that how to see ghost"..after hearing that, i just feel that..wa, is that a silly thing or cheat people thing.. but he talk that with a very confident look.MACAM YES SAJA XD
Dunno why, recently my account class teacher everyday also very bad mood..haiz, always come in our class and give us see her "shit and LJ" face..cant tahan her, always very LC..she though the class dun have her like will die gam..
Go away la..chiu!!!~Never see a LC teacher like her...our class not even 3/43 students hear she teach la, so LC who wan to recpect you oh..shame on you teacher!!~

Your Diary T.T

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

I-I read your diary (Tino, d-d-d-diary)

I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name
I-I-I couldn't help myself 'cause things ain't just been the same (Uh-Oh)
Can you please tell me, 'cause this so insane
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')

Page 1
Says that your fallin' in and outta love
Page 2
Says all the things I do just ain't enough
Page 3
No I couldn't see
Page 3 says you don't know how to explain it to me

But I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh Oh
Diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh oh oh

I turned the page and see a picture of you and him
Noo noo noo
That was the night you told me you where out with your friends
And now I know that my kiss was just a second

My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (from readin')

Page 4
Says your addicted to sexting him every night
Page 5
Has all the reason you know that this isn't right

Page 6
I can't handle this, I feel just like JT wanna cry me a river

'Cause I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh Oh
Diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh oh oh

Lets make a list
Broken promises
How you always told me you loved me right after every kiss
You always talked about all them other chicks
And now it's obvious that we know who the real b*tch is

B*tch is....B-B-B*tch is...B*tch

I-I-I-I read your diary d-d-d-diary

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)!!!
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)!!!
That you fell in love with him (him, him)!!!

But I read your diary
Diary
Diary
I read your diary
D-d-d-diary

我最讨厌人家骗我,但是还拿一大堆烂理由解释!!!

今天在学校给人放飞机!!!!没关系, 但是, 没有了她陪我去 PM 了..伤心到炮..也没有关系啦, 但是你还拿一大堆烂理由来解释..! 死开啦你!!!

－> 当时，我在想...跟你在走下去..我们真的会好过吗?..我发决我们的距离不是好像..而是,真真的越来越远了..

Gerak Gempur 1st day..

2day is my school 1st day gerak gempur we all Form5 students are sitting for these program..
heard teacher say this is a exam for us to prepare before having our exam for SPM..
But, haha..2day it does not look like a exam..it just look like a homework for us to do revision ..feel kinda funny..Because those teachers wasted their time to do all this paper work..
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2day at school , give my friends bluff already..haiz, the person who bluff me still can talk to me and laugh with me so happily..that time i feel like dun wan to talk with him so i ignored him but he still keep on wanna talk with me..These kind of person so THICK FACE lo..ISH!!~

Just hope some1 can care me more T^T..haiz..

Haiz..so fast 2day is Wednesday already..just now go tuition tired..

Wa, 2day when finish school , sitting at the same place and waiting for my mummy come take me back..haha, just hope i can drive myself and back home myself too..XD

When i waiting for my mummy come take me back home.i sitting down alone at a conner of my school and saw many students they keep on laugh and happy when chatting with friends~haiz, just hope someday i also can be like this..keep laughing and happy..

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2day when i on facebook around 8.30pm, haiz suddenly i saw some1 that i love in a relationship with other boy already..and the boy last time is my friends too..dunno y that time when i saw that , actually i wan to wish them de, but after i type it out , i just cant click the post button..haiz.

WHY??

I also dunno WHY??

Any1 can tell me why??

I dare not tell any1 about this so i just have a place to write all my thinking at my blog le..T^T