Today is September 2nd..(12.24am)..

Now is already midnight..
Wondering why i haven sleep??
Wondering why i still sitting here with a cup of half hot half cold coffee sitting in front of my laptop to typing this blog..
Why i have so many wonder in my life??!!
I hate this kind of wonder feeling..~!
I just hope she can care me more..does i wrong??
I just hope..i have a simply life that a gals can know all my feeling..Does i wrong again??
2day some1 ask me..where is my ring and necklace..i told them i keep at my room..But they scolded me say me not appreciate their presents..Walao..i just hope i caan keep it nicely and wont make it spoil or broken..Does i wrong again?? haizz...
Why just cant people believe and trust my feeling??!

Tired~

haha..hello everyone..so long din update my blog already..2day im so tired..2day when i reached school i feel so lonely..dunno why i will felt like that..>_< when i reach my exam sit 2day feel like soo scary..Ish~ all my friends that same class with me all looks so confidence..during that time fell that im so useless..haizz...T.T
2day i also dunno why after watching them so relax..i keep on kacau them haha..im so sorry to adam..bcos i say him so not nice to hear geh word..hope he wont angry me lar..

during the exam is going on..i cried awhile and my teacher saw it..walao...haha,,lucky the teacher din notice im crying..she thought im tired and eye wet..

haha, 2day is the 1st day i tuition for 6hours..but i have a good experience with friends.they keep on make me happy and the tution teacher so sayang me the teacher seem so cute bcos i tuition so many tuition centre..he is the 1st tuition teacher that force me write so much notes..i sure many of us cant follow it..hahaXD..
during this day i saw her keep on chatting with all my friends but not me..haiz..haha, 2day when i saw them dunno why a and e keep on say me wan kill and revenge to c lor..until now i still wondering..haizz!!


2day i saw s geh facebook she writes something that make me cry deeply..but at the e and a hope that we cant be together.i wondering should i think about the e and a question..i think i should let her go...haizXD

i also dunno wan write what liao..i think i should end here laXD

* THE EnD* =D

一些事放在心中算了....静静的就好...."给人留一线,日后好相见" =)

The Misunderstanding=(

You told me before that u will lock me until the day i dont love you..but it end this way...i beg u pls and i give u a chance i really hope u will see this....when i see back ur message that u send to me...my heart stop for a while..i tried to send u message but u didnt reply me when i call u ,you dun wan to pick up my call..i really dunno what to do already..but i really love you it is really from my heart... I love you..BUT, I feel like crying when I think about You...Why you make me so suffer in my life...I just cant believe it!!

yea..going out with friendsXD

haha..2day so happy can go out with keong they all..
we go jusco 2gether then i meet another friends that stay very very near to jusco..hehe..i know you sure got see my blog gehXD then after we meet, ben are late already so we walk walk at jusco and wait for him to reach la..after that we(3 best broo) go to de garden there yum cha..ops..forget to say where we yum cha tim..haha, we go wong kok yum cha there and we have alot of fun thereXD
After that , night time almost come already luu..waiting for my friends take me back, haha..the person who take me back home is my last year classmate..we are actually counted as best broo already..but dunno he counted me as his best broo anot larXD haha...
After he fetch me back home.. that time i was so tired..just hope i can just lay on my bed ang just sleep..haha..what a lazy guy.. But dunno why that time i so excited, i also dunno what i excited about actually?..

Just to say today is a very very nice day for me and i just can hope i can go out with them againXD

真真的我T.T

我真的【很痛苦】~
我很想【大哭一場】~
我【流下】的【眼淚】你【永遠】看不到~
我的【哭泣声】你也【永远】都聽不到~
我的【声音】在响~
我的【泪】也真的在飙~
电话那里的【你】知道吗???
知道【我】的【意思】吗????
知道【我】【想说的话】吗????
【了解】【我】吗????
你应该【永远】也【不懂】吧...

我的眼泪..

原来【"眼泪"】也有【"流干"】的一天~
流到【"眼睛"】也【"累"】了~
【"想哭"】也【"没有东西"】可以【"流"】了~
换句话说现在我只可以用【"笑"】来代替【"哭"】~
不管再怎么【"伤心"】也要【"笑"】~
就算是【"强颜欢笑"】也好也【"一定要"】【"笑下去"】~
所以我【"现在"】很【"开心"】~
因为我在【"笑"】~