Monday, October 25, 2010

what a day..

today, dun feel like going school..haiz
after going school, boring sei already, just feel somebody can chat with me..
But no one wanna chat with me.. what can i do??...
2day my old friends called my friends hp during school time and we chatted awhile, because his line was delayed ..cant hear properly>.<
haha, suddenly, one of my friends suddenly say "the tricks that how to see ghost"..after hearing that, i just feel that..wa, is that a silly thing or cheat people thing.. but he talk that with a very confident look.MACAM YES SAJA XD
Dunno why, recently my account class teacher everyday also very bad mood..haiz, always come in our class and give us see her "shit and LJ" face..cant tahan her, always very LC..she though the class dun have her like will die gam..
Go away la..chiu!!!~Never see a LC teacher like her...our class not even 3/43 students hear she teach la, so LC who wan to recpect you oh..shame on you teacher!!~

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Your Diary T.T

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

I-I read your diary (Tino, d-d-d-diary)

I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name
I-I-I couldn't help myself 'cause things ain't just been the same (Uh-Oh)
Can you please tell me, 'cause this so insane
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')

Page 1
Says that your fallin' in and outta love
Page 2
Says all the things I do just ain't enough
Page 3
No I couldn't see
Page 3 says you don't know how to explain it to me

But I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh Oh
Diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh oh oh

I turned the page and see a picture of you and him
Noo noo noo
That was the night you told me you where out with your friends
And now I know that my kiss was just a second

My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (from readin')

Page 4
Says your addicted to sexting him every night
Page 5
Has all the reason you know that this isn't right

Page 6
I can't handle this, I feel just like JT wanna cry me a river

'Cause I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh Oh
Diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh oh oh

Lets make a list
Broken promises
How you always told me you loved me right after every kiss
You always talked about all them other chicks
And now it's obvious that we know who the real b*tch is

B*tch is....B-B-B*tch is...B*tch

I-I-I-I read your diary d-d-d-diary

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)!!!
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)!!!
That you fell in love with him (him, him)!!!

But I read your diary
Diary
Diary
I read your diary
D-d-d-diary

Monday, October 4, 2010

我最讨厌人家骗我,但是还拿一大堆烂理由解释!!!

今天在学校给人放飞机!!!!没关系, 但是, 没有了她陪我去 PM 了..伤心到炮..也没有关系啦, 但是你还拿一大堆烂理由来解释..! 死开啦你!!!


-> 当时,我在想...跟你在走下去..我们真的会好过吗?..我发决我们的距离不是好像..而是,真真的越来越远了..

Gerak Gempur 1st day..

2day is my school 1st day gerak gempur we all Form5 students are sitting for these program..
heard teacher say this is a exam for us to prepare before having our exam for SPM..
But, haha..2day it does not look like a exam..it just look like a homework for us to do revision ..feel kinda funny..Because those teachers wasted their time to do all this paper work..
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2day at school , give my friends bluff already..haiz, the person who bluff me still can talk to me and laugh with me so happily..that time i feel like dun wan to talk with him so i ignored him but he still keep on wanna talk with me..These kind of person so THICK FACE lo..ISH!!~

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Just hope some1 can care me more T^T..haiz..

Haiz..so fast 2day is Wednesday already..just now go tuition tired..
Wa, 2day when finish school , sitting at the same place and waiting for my mummy come take me back..haha, just hope i can drive myself and back home myself too..XD
When i waiting for my mummy come take me back home.i sitting down alone at a conner of my school and saw many students they keep on laugh and happy when chatting with friends~haiz, just hope someday i also can be like this..keep laughing and happy..
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2day when i on facebook around 8.30pm, haiz suddenly i saw some1 that i love in a relationship with other boy already..and the boy last time is my friends too..dunno y that time when i saw that , actually i wan to wish them de, but after i type it out , i just cant click the post button..haiz.

WHY??
I also dunno WHY??
Any1 can tell me why??

I dare not tell any1 about this so i just have a place to write all my thinking at my blog le..T^T

Sunday, September 26, 2010

My hp spoil..T^T

Yesterday (Saturday) around night time Lim finally find me at facebook, then Lim (the person who pull my leg) say sorry to me..
but dunno why actually i din angry him..normally i think if any1 who do this to you, you will angry the person and i think you all will dun friends with him anymore right..haha, i also dunno y i din angry him..but i just abit mm song and sad about my hp..i think is bcos he is my broo ba..the hp that im using is my favorite hp..haiz..but now spoil already..he call me to put inside the car and sun for long hours but i feel like more worst..so i take to hp shop for checking..but the hp shop people say my fon mayb cant be use anymore, if wan also need much money to change the part le..But he call me to take back and do it myself , he call me dun give the shop service cos they sure wan earn money so they say wanna change many things..so i take back home already and try he teach me geh method lo..haha, i have use hp for 6years..i also changed many type of fon..but this is my 1st time my hp drop inside the water and spoil it..dunno y i feel myself very mou yong , cant protect my hp..haiz..

Saturday, September 25, 2010

haha..Frenzs party at 24 - 9 - 2010=)

wow..yesterday i go to my frenz party..haha, when i reach my frenzs house..they we still busying to arranging things and some food..when i reach there with Lim..the house were quite still empty..just few of us oni..if i not wrong i think when i reach my frenzs house the time is around 9.30pm already..
haha, party started not long already..then we all standing together to play the bbq things and we take some food to cook it..the 1st things we take for our bbq is fish, haha, but the fish me and LIM cook was not successful bcos not enough cook..hehehXD

After we almost finish eating..we sit together and drink beer together..haha, that time dunno y i feel like the table gea people are my family members..all are so good and friendly..i think when we are almost finish eating is almost 12am+ already..geng..
then, when me and Lim finish eating feel to full, we go out and walk around nearby his house..haha.
then around 1am+ le..dunno y suddenly we started to play already..
the game started with Lim and Yau..haha, these 2boys planing to throw 1 of them down to the swimming pool then after not long 2 of them finally drop down to the water already, that time we keep on laughing bcos we planing JUST 1 of them will drop inside the water de, but lastly 2of them also drop inside already...

Then, Im the guy who help them to record the video of them playing around..haha..
After not long again..that time i was recording yau but i din notice Lim was just under my leg.. suddenly Lim pulled my leg that time i cant even balance myself , then that time i also drop inside the water le..>_<
that how my hp spoil la..

Monday, September 20, 2010

The 1st day of my school day..

haiz..yesterday dunno y cant sleep well...
then, Around 2am+ le..i on facebook awhile saw many of my friends all offline liao..no one can chat with me haiz..
during school day, i need to wake up around 6am+ to get ready and eat my breakfast..so tired,,Ish!~already din sleep well then still need to wake up for school...T^T

walao..when reach school..my classroom full of dust and so dirty lor..the classroom like din use for many years already..

****pending**** sorry for those who read my blog oh..

Sunday, September 19, 2010

the last day of my 2weeks holidayT^T

haiz..back to my blog again for now...haha, facebook nothing to play , no comment , no one find me chat..so boring for facebook already..but haha.. i like to know more friends through facebook..because i can know those people from other country and stateXD
haha, erm..friday actually my school have school but i din attend the class, just feel stupid if i go to school..hahaXD need to wake up so early for 1day then late back again..haha.
saturday mean yesterday..when i wake up..my neighbour so noisy..!!! ISH!!~ beh tahan that family..every time saw that family sleep around 9pm then wake up 6am+..they wake up 6am+ is not my problen la..but aiyoyo...wake up already..still wan to come out from the house make so much noise..i just hope the person who make noisy( my neighbour) saw my this blog la..

Friday, September 3, 2010

在我心的你 T^T...我真的很后悔..

为什么每次想起你的时候 , 心是那么的 “ 痛 " , " 泪 " 也跟着我慢慢的流了下来...T.T

Thursday, September 2, 2010

多一个朋友 , 好过多一个敌人~

一些事放在心中算了....静静的就好...."给人留一线,日后好相见" =)

Today is September 2nd..(12.24am)..

Now is already midnight..
Wondering why i haven sleep??
Wondering why i still sitting here with a cup of half hot half cold coffee sitting in front of my laptop to typing this blog..
Why i have so many wonder in my life??!!
I hate this kind of wonder feeling..~!
I just hope she can care me more..does i wrong??
I just hope..i have a simply life that a gals can know all my feeling..Does i wrong again??
2day some1 ask me..where is my ring and necklace..i told them i keep at my room..But they scolded me say me not appreciate their presents..Walao..i just hope i caan keep it nicely and wont make it spoil or broken..Does i wrong again?? haizz...
Why just cant people believe and trust my feeling??!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Tired~

haha..hello everyone..so long din update my blog already..2day im so tired..2day when i reached school i feel so lonely..dunno why i will felt like that..>_< when i reach my exam sit 2day feel like soo scary..Ish~ all my friends that same class with me all looks so confidence..during that time fell that im so useless..haizz...T.T
2day i also dunno why after watching them so relax..i keep on kacau them haha..im so sorry to adam..bcos i say him so not nice to hear geh word..hope he wont angry me lar..
during the exam is going on..i cried awhile and my teacher saw it..walao...haha,,lucky the teacher din notice im crying..she thought im tired and eye wet..


haha, 2day is the 1st day i tuition for 6hours..but i have a good experience with friends.they keep on make me happy and the tution teacher so sayang me the teacher seem so cute bcos i tuition so many tuition centre..he is the 1st tuition teacher that force me write so much notes..i sure many of us cant follow it..hahaXD..
during this day i saw her keep on chatting with all my friends but not me..haiz..haha, 2day when i saw them dunno why a and e keep on say me wan kill and revenge to c lor..until now i still wondering..haizz!!


2day i saw s geh facebook she writes something that make me cry deeply..but at the e and a hope that we cant be together.i wondering should i think about the e and a question..i think i should let her go...haizXD

i also dunno wan write what liao..i think i should end here laXD
* THE EnD* =D

一些事放在心中算了....静静的就好...."给人留一线,日后好相见" =)

Sunday, August 29, 2010

The Misunderstanding=(



You told me before that u will lock me until the day i dont love you..but it end this way...i beg u pls and i give u a chance i really hope u will see this....when i see back ur message that u send to me...my heart stop for a while..i tried to send u message but u didnt reply me when i call u ,you dun wan to pick up my call..i really dunno what to do already..but i really love you it is really from my heart... I love you..BUT, I feel like crying when I think about You...Why you make me so suffer in my life...I just cant believe it!!

Saturday, August 28, 2010

yea..going out with friendsXD

haha..2day so happy can go out with keong they all..
we go jusco 2gether then i meet another friends that stay very very near to jusco..hehe..i know you sure got see my blog gehXD then after we meet, ben are late already so we walk walk at jusco and wait for him to reach la..after that we(3 best broo) go to de garden there yum cha..ops..forget to say where we yum cha tim..haha, we go wong kok yum cha there and we have alot of fun thereXD
After that , night time almost come already luu..waiting for my friends take me back, haha..the person who take me back home is my last year classmate..we are actually counted as best broo already..but dunno he counted me as his best broo anot larXD haha...
After he fetch me back home.. that time i was so tired..just hope i can just lay on my bed ang just sleep..haha..what a lazy guy.. But dunno why that time i so excited, i also dunno what i excited about actually?..

Just to say today is a very very nice day for me and i just can hope i can go out with them againXD

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

真真的我T.T

我真的【很痛苦】~
我很想【大哭一場】~
我【流下】的【眼淚】你【永遠】看不到~
我的【哭泣声】你也【永远】都聽不到~
我的【声音】在响~
我的【泪】也真的在飙~
电话那里的【你】知道吗???
知道【我】的【意思】吗????
知道【我】【想说的话】吗????
【了解】【我】吗????
你应该【永远】也【不懂】吧...

Monday, August 9, 2010

我的眼泪..

原来【"眼泪"】也有【"流干"】的一天~
流到【"眼睛"】也【"累"】了~
【"想哭"】也【"没有东西"】可以【"流"】了~
换句话说现在我只可以用【"笑"】来代替【"哭"】~
不管再怎么【"伤心"】也要【"笑"】~
就算是【"强颜欢笑"】也好也【"一定要"】【"笑下去"】~
所以我【"现在"】很【"开心"】~
因为我在【"笑"】~

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Brand New Day and Brand New Me=)

I am new to this blogger things..still haven know how to use yet..pls forgive..just hope now got people can teach me how to use this^^
anywhere..my facebook account is jason_118@live.com..please come and add me in facebook^^~